sometimes when I dunno what to say
It has been a long time since i last updated my blog (excluding the shortest ever post "shit happens"). Things have been a roller coaster ride lately. Ups and downs, stress and ease, sad and happy all mixed together in a small limited bowl. When it can no longer supports such volume, they will all pour out and when they do, things can go out of hand.
I am no life blamer. Its all writen and we as human beings have to accept it as qada and qadar (for non muslim reader, qada and qadar means something like "fate" if not exactly, close enuf). We all seek happiness, life with smileys, laughters, simply a life with no grief, trouble, annoyance, and any other unfortunate sufferings. Even so, how happy can we be? How happy can we aim to be? the answer has always been about moderation. I can say that according to my own experience, being overly happy can take away some of your true self and it can even eat it, corrode it until u lost ur sense of rationality and your soundness of mind. When our brain is overly occupied with blithesome, cheery, and happy thoughts, it will disturb ones sanity. Interesting enough?weird?disagree?
